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crazy means…

To look up at a cloudy sky
and feel the sun
to notice the stains on the carpeted bus 
              and live every drop of juice               every
fingerprint on the A/C vent                  every
                             crumb left on the seat
to look at your                                           face after so long
               and feel that I know you so little
to look at your                face       after so little 
              and feel that I’ve known           you so long

to board the prolific ship of my imagination without a pass 
to drive through mountains looking over precipices and 
feel my body fall and
                                        arrive safely each 
                                                                                               time
to step and
                            step and
                                                                step or
                                                      dive                into the everything 
into the nothing
                                         to love you with conditions and
unconditionally hurt you
                                                                           as I howl
to accept it all as is 
to trust as I am suspended and
the ocean takes             me                     ∇                and      out

 

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